07 July, 2010
Big Boys Don't Cry
In all honesty I've wondered if I may fall short on this time honored testosterone benchmark.
Sit me down and force me to watch "It's a Wonderful Life" and it's a sure thing my cheeks will be soaked at the end of the movie when Zuzu makes George Bailey realize that Clarence got his wings.
Yup, there have been a few times when forced to watch chick flicks it's happened too.
Certainly every time I see a clip of the 1980 World Series and Tug McGraw bouncing his glove on his leg to show his father he was thinking of him... Yeah, I blubber uncontrollably.
Then when I hear his son, Country singer Tim McGraw's tribute to his father... Yeah, big tears.
But, then there is spanking.
Not once while being spanked have I broken down to blubbering tears. There have been a number of times where I've been very close to crying, but it just hasn't happened yet. Many people both men and women (but mostly men) have reported that they just don't break down and cry from being spanked. Sure, sometimes tears may well up from the intense pain, but I'm talking about let it all hang out throw all your emotions on the table and get a great cathartic release kind of cry.
So far it just hasn't happened for me.
None the less to deter my lady, she is nothing if not determined. So far it has not been her goal during a spanking, if it ever is, I have no doubt whatever barrier that there may be, will fall.
Strange as it may be, if crying from a spanking is actually my goal as something to experience, the thought of it actually happening, or maybe it's the spanking that would be needed to make it happen just scares the shit out of me.